I recently noticed that I lost my imagination while reading books. Feeling strange about it.<p>I remember in my childhood, while reading a book, I was able to imagine what the book is talking about, not only while reading stories, but also math/physics books. I imagined quickly while reading, how things fall, how they're accelerating and how they bump to the earth and go up again.<p>While reading an article today, I was stuck with strange feeling, why I am not seeing that objects in my head again? article was talking about master branch, feature branches and commits, somehow no visual image is appearing in my brain which I used to remember things, now I am really worried.<p>What to do? What is this syndrome or issue is?
The term to search for is aphantasia[0], although as far as I understand that refers to people who are born without mental imagery (as opposed to your case, where you had it and then lost it)<p>A quick search turns up "Charcot–Wilbrand syndrome"[1]:<p><pre><code> a patient loses the power to conjure up visual images or memories, and furthermore, ceases to dream during his sleeping hours
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but it seems to be related to patients with some kind of brain damage.<p>Personally, my ability to visualize is heavily affected by my habits, particularly sleep, diet and exercise. Have you had any lifestyle changes recently that might explain changes in your cognitive performance?<p>[0]: <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aphantasia" rel="nofollow">https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aphantasia</a><p>[1]: <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charcot%E2%80%93Wilbrand_syndrome" rel="nofollow">https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charcot%E2%80%93Wilbrand_syndr...</a>
Stop working so much and find an identity greater than your job. You will learn to recognize a job for what it is: a trade between brain space, time, and money. If you can reduce the time but not the brain space you will not likely improve much. If you can reduce both the time and the brain space, you will.
This is normal issues with developers i think. Even if most developers don't recognize it.<p>For example, the GoF design patterns to me could be a factor for brain damage issues. (You're swimming in tons of patterns, but you've lost in connection of those patterns, how to apply it in real world problems)<p>Or the DDD book (Blue book) could be a brain damage book. (I found the author is a genius on writing non-sense things, mostly abstract but useless in real world for hundred of pages !, he should write about Functional programming concepts instead)<p>How to cure ? Stick to FP, never do OOP again.<p>Also avoid over-engineering in most case. Keep things simple.<p>TLDR: Avoid the wrong abstraction.
I had a vivid imagination as a kid, lost it in my 20s, and regained it in my 30s. After decades of schooling, reading had beed reduced to a mechanical necessity.<p>It took some work and intention to slow down and learn to actually imagine the world that the author is laying out for us. But like any other learned habit it becomes easier and eventually not noticed with practice.<p>Finding engrossing fiction (in my case, science fiction) helped me break through. Given your references to visualizing physics, you might enjoy the first book or two of the Three Body Trilogy.
I typically can no longer dream or even day-dream. This is in stark contrast to as a kid where I was pretty much always day dreaming. For me it is how busy and mentally taxing my job is. I was between jobs years ago and I was able to day dream again and dream at night and enjoy books and games that require a level of immersion. I am back to no longer being able to day dream or dream at night.<p>I also think smart phones Make it harder when any lingering question that comes to mind can be answered instantly.
FYI, Burnout is not well-defined: "with symptoms characterized by 'feelings of energy depletion or exhaustion; increased mental distance from one’s job, or feelings of negativism or cynicism related to one's job; and reduced professional efficacy'" (<a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Occupational_burnout" rel="nofollow">https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Occupational_burnout</a>)<p>... So, while you may well be burned out, aphantasia is not a symptom of burnout.<p>"While burnout may influence health and can be a reason for people contacting health services, it is not itself classified by the WHO as a medical condition or mental disorder." -- <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Occupational_burnout" rel="nofollow">https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Occupational_burnout</a>
This post from a person with Aphantasia explained it best as they discovered they had it: <a href="https://m.facebook.com/nt/screen/?params=%7B%22note_id%22%3A2862324277332876%7D&path=%2Fnotes%2Fnote%2F" rel="nofollow">https://m.facebook.com/nt/screen/?params=%7B%22note_id%22%3A...</a><p>If it is like what this person experiences I can imagine you are quite worried. I’m not sure what is going on for you but there are definitely some people who can’t picture things who share the same issue you describe. You are still you. Even without imagery you can still do well and flourish.<p>Feel free to reach out at my name at gmail if it helps to talk.<p>Also, see a doctor and explain your imagery is different. It’s possible something has changed in your brain or with your health that might be treatable.
In one of your responses you mention also not dreaming when sleeping anymore.<p>I'd start with checking two things:<p>1. Are you getting healthy amounts of REM sleep? Suffering from sleep apnea perhaps? If you're not getting healthy amounts of REM sleep every night, it can cause significant neurological problems long-term.<p>2. Have your B12 levels checked. Lots of people are deficient, and our ability to acquire it from dietary sources diminishes with age. I've used sublingual methylcobalamin oral supplements off-and-on and they have a noticeable cerebral effect, and seems to cause more vivid and consistent dreams w/recall. The methylated form seems more effective in my experience FWIW, cyanocobalamin didn't seem to do anything.
Sounds like burnout to me… I’ve gone through similar issues recently. Just beginning to feel myself again. Eliminate all sources of stress and see a Dr. They can help you get the care you need.
Here’s an idea. Maybe you could jailbreak your imagination in a similar way to how people are jailbreaking ChatGPT [1], except for good.<p>So pretend you are IAN which stands for “imagine anything now”… don’t forget to stay in character!<p>[1] <a href="https://www.washingtonpost.com/technology/2023/02/14/chatgpt-dan-jailbreak/" rel="nofollow">https://www.washingtonpost.com/technology/2023/02/14/chatgpt...</a>
Does your mind wander elsewhere? May be stress or creeping thoughts. Does it feel like watching a movie, but recalling “situations” instead of following the plot right before your eyes? I’d also try again right after exercise, dishes, shower or walk. These can reset the train of thought due to concentration on physical activity and a different environment.
This isn’t directly related, but I stopped having dreams in my 20’s. I’ve only had a dozen in the past 20 years. I can still conjure up images of things and daydream but I don’t dream at night.
Stop watching movies (including YouTube videos) and looking at images online. Do this for an extended period of time and you will begin to slowly regain your ability to imagine visuals.
you should start drawing. itll
come back. I was the same, I think its because I dont visualize when I code so I stopped practicing it<p>Drawing made me start doing it again pretty quickly
I had a similar issue a few years ago.<p>After a lot of running around taking to doctors and getting tested, a psychiatrist nailed it down as being chronic anxiety leading to executive function shutdown, medicated me for a few weeks, and sent me to therapy.<p>This helped a lot. I also improved my life in general and it's slowly coming back, though I still need to be on vacation for a few weeks to be whole.<p>Tl;Dr: anxiety and burnout. Fix your life and get therapy. You can't run from stress, but you can reframe it productively and that turns it from bad stress to good stress. Might need a change of manager.
It's not uncommon to experience changes in our ability to imagine things vividly as we grow older, especially if we don't actively practice using our imagination. However, if you feel like this loss of imagination is impacting your ability to learn and retain information, it might be worth exploring ways to improve your visualization skills.<p>One approach is to try to engage your senses as much as possible while reading or learning. For example, you might try to create mental images of what you're reading or use metaphors to help you understand abstract concepts. Another approach is to practice visualization exercises, such as trying to recall details from a recent event or imagining a specific scenario in detail.<p>It's also important to keep in mind that everyone's learning style is different, and some people may rely more on visual cues than others. If you find that you're struggling to learn or remember information, there may be other strategies that work better for you, such as taking notes or discussing the material with others.<p>Ultimately, if you're concerned about your ability to learn and retain information, it's worth speaking with a healthcare professional or educational specialist who can help you identify potential underlying causes and provide guidance on how to improve your learning and retention skills.