After being in the SE industry for 4 years I'm starting to doubt the state of my abilities.<p>I'm unsure if the slow pace of progress and the neverending googling is ever going to come to an end.<p>Daily I'm experiencing the Dunning-Kruger-effect and the meaningless hours chit-chating on slack doesn't do me any good.<p>I'm not denying that my issues might be rooted in my lack of skill/IQ and that I might merely be whining.<p>However, I do have to admit that I am getting somewhat tired of the constant nitpicking to the likes of my tech-stack.<p>I want the gap between my ideas and the technical implementation to be minimally small. Is that possible?<p>Does that mean I should cater to the Ruby-community? Python? Elixir? Or even JavaScript?<p>Maybe this is how things are supposed to be. Maybe I'm just lazy. Regardless, I'm unsatisfied.