Yeah honestly if it came down to this kind of to-the-second-planned lifestyle, just kill me now and get it over with. You can keep the money.<p>This is just me personally though. I'm sure Gates is used to it, and probably enjoys it. But it's certainly nothing that I would want to aspire to.<p>I'm reminded of the sentiment: "You have your place, and it's not more exalted, relevant, profitable, or contributing to the general advancement of humankind than that of a pretty good salesman possibly selling a decent product. Or that of a pretty decent java developer, or a decent graphics designer."<p>But I still admire parts of his approach to life and I think he's done some pretty cool stuff. The world is a beautiful place filled with many beautiful people, who are not heroes and can never be heroes...but can be wonderful human beings (which comes with all the faults of being human).<p>Ok let me stop talking before I go off on 20 other tangents. I haven't had my morning coffee yet.