Not sure if this will get buried, but I have an anecdote to support the visual link, which may also help anyone dealing with psychic issues.<p>I was 23, living abroad, feeling totally isolated.<p>One day, I smoked weed which led to an "episode" I guess you could say -- quite literally I was hallucinating that I was in a hospital, while i was in my room.<p>What happened next was weird. I felt extremely depersonalized for weeks and months after, concurrently I developed a swirling blind spot in my right eye.<p>A distortion, so to speak.<p>I saw neurologists and was diagnosed as having an "ocular migraine" however I never had a headache so this didn't add up.<p>Looking back, I believe I was on the brink of becoming schizophrenic - and would have unless what happened next did.<p>So this next part is slightly controversial -- but hear me out<p>Through the several months that would follow I would discover and get obsessed with "RSD" -- a controversial company that teaches guys how to pick up girls.<p>On the surface, it sounds crass and not politically correct, but if you watch their videos "get you in the door" with "game", and teach you topics of incredible value, like "growth mindset", "the power of now" / meditation and believing in abundance.<p>Now WTF does this have to do with the topic at hand?<p>Well, being receptive to these new ideas and absorbing them completely changed my world view.<p>I grew up in an extremely liberal household, and did feel any agency to affect the world around me. Fixed mind set.<p>What these guys gave me was empowerment, agency, a more conservative mindset under which the world "made sense" - there was now a framework for reality, rather than chaos.<p>Subsequently, I was able to learn programming from scratch, start a business, go on to make 6 figures less than a year later.<p>Somewhere along the line the distortion and negative feeling were entirely replaced. I couldn't tell you when.<p>tl;dr: I was close to schizophrenia which manifested itself in visual symptoms, overcame with a mindset change