Lot's of quantum related phenomenon here, but what keeps bothering me is that while I get it that light is both a wave and a particle, but I have no clue what that means. I mean, a wave of sound, is made from air particles, a wave of ripples in a pond is made of movement of water molecules. In the double slit experiment, it's explained that the single photon has to be "interfering with itself", so I don't get it if by being a "wave" it means that the single photon is basically a bunch of "magic" photon ghosts that behave like a wave, but once it is measured or any other reason to "collapse" these ghosts "disappear". I just don't get what the "wave" of light/radio wave is. Is it just an abstract concept of something that behaves like a wave but not the same as sound waves / ripples since we simply don't know? Or is it just a wave of these "not yet collapsed" probabilities of the photons locations that are interfering with each other right until we ask them to choose a location, then they just collapse magically into a single "real" photon. Another thing I don't get is in the double slit experiment, a LOT of the measure before, measure after, etc, are told to be thought experiments, but it's also claimed that someone managed to actually replicate them. Why isn't there a video showing it? I obviously believe they happened, and understand why more or less (e.g. in the one photon at a time experiment, it's spooky that over time you get the same pattern that indicates interference as if you shoot many) but the more spooky result is that thought experiment, that if you measure which slit the photon actually traveled through, you'll see 2 slits on the screen vs the famous pattern. e.g. you'll cause the wave to collapse back to particles. So any video of reproducing of that thought experiment or explanation why it's so hard to reproduce, will be super helpful.