Merriam-Webster dictionary definition of technology:
1a: the practical application of knowledge especially in a particular area
1b: a capability given by the practical application of knowledge
2: a manner of accomplishing a task especially using technical processes, methods, or knowledge
3: the specialized aspects of a particular field or endeavor<p>It sounds like you're referring to technology involving computers.<p>First, it's okay to feel what you're feeling (as if you need permission to have emotions, but I find it helpful to remind myself, so I'll risk it). It's also okay to change, to let go of the need to renew interest in computer-related technology, and do something different. This could be a roundabout way to get back into it; perhaps after a break ("and now for something completely different" - Monty Python) to clear your mind and emotional attachments you'll see a new way in?<p>If this is about maintaining income, that adds some stress. Ideally we work on things that align with our values (my most rewarding work has been in education at small schools that give the teachers reasonable creative control, and now as a stay-at-home dad). What do you care about?<p>If you're feeling lost story-wise, I recommend reconnecting with the land. I've found it meaningful to work towards replacing the lawn with prairie plants and trees that have a long history of growing in this region, along with growing more food in the garden. Increasing the biodiversity in the soil leads to more birds and small mammals; observing other life seems healthy for a young child, and I find it enjoyable. I'm practically-applying knowledge I've gained from mentors (in-person and from books, podcasts, video). At a minimum, growing a few plants indoors is a start.<p>I this helps. Good luck!