Personally I'm not sure why anyone would want to be an entrepreneur, nor do I think it is a respectable position to be in necessarily. There are plenty of other things to do to live a respectable life. But I ask, respectable to whom? Do you want to be famous for something? Again, personally, I think this goal is going to cause you more harm than good.<p>I am not a great programmer, or a great designer, or a great musician, or artist. I'm not particularly great at anything I do if I'm being honest. And I've struggled with childhood trauma, substance abuse, various other manifestations of mental unwellness, and it's frequently very difficult. However, I have come to realize that there is no point lamenting this. Just play what you have, think as creatively as you are able, care about yourself, and get into something stable enough to allow you more freedom of thought.<p>Hopefully this isn't too corny, but you aren't alone and all the time there are people somehow managing to overcome their terrible odds. Also if you are a drinker, stop drinking at once.