In the 90's at a party I heard the story of the scientist who cried because their experiment didn't work while in space. It was told around the idea civilians shouldn't go to space, only trained professionals.<p>The story never <i>quite</i> added up just because of crying. This I assume was the incident.<p>Good to finally get it 30 years later.<p>The story I thought was related to Richard P. Feynman and maybe his Challenger report. I just had a quick look and it doesn't seem to be in there. Memory fail I guess.<p>I respect Taylor Wang's honesty in this interview -<p>"So finally, in desperation. I said. "Hey, if you guys don't give me a chance to repair my instrument, I'm not going back."
Well. NASA got nervous at that point. They actually got a psychologist to talk to the other crew members and ask. "Is Taylor going nuts? Fortunately my commander. Bob Overmyer, said, "No. he's okay He's just depressed, and he really wants to repair the experiment. We'Il help out. They were on my side. Finally NASA said okay, on a couple of conditions. First, that I wouldn't neglect my other responsibilities, and second, that I would quit after a reasonable effort<p>I was relieved, because I hadn't really figured out how not to come back if they'd called my bluff. The Asian tradition of honorable suicide, seppuku, would have failed, since everything on the shuttle is designed for safety. The knife onboard can't even cut the bread. You could put your head in the oven, but it's really just a food warmer. You wouldn't even bum yourself. And if you tried to hang yourself with no gravity, you'd just dangle there and look like an idiot." - <a href="https://archive.org/details/spaceshuttle00dkpu/page/232/mode/2up" rel="nofollow">https://archive.org/details/spaceshuttle00dkpu/page/232/mode...</a> p232