"If you’re lucky, the meaning game you play in your α-to-40 years will have been designed by a tradition of not-entirely-malevolent 40-to-Ω sociopaths."<p>"And finally, you may choose to seek truth. This is an optional, meaningless, and essentially solitary activity. Something the immortal and free may choose to do, to entertain themselves in the amusement park that is the part of eternity that does not go away when you stop believing in it."<p>An advanced nihilist on the verge of discovering spirituality. He is done with mind games, they no longer amuse him, and he knows there is no truth in them. At this stage one of the two things happen: he might discover spiritual materialism - an incredibly deep rabbit hole, demonic in nature. Or he may start searching for the nature of life and get out of that hole.<p>What he has described - a cynical market for meaning - rhymes a lot with a much deeper philosophy that divides people into three groups: those with prevailing cosmic consciousness, those with personal consciousness and those who live in their subconsciousness. The middle group is your average man and woman who lives in their daily chores and hardly thinks about anything else. Those with active subconsciousness are poets, artists and philosophers who create a fantasy world for the former group. They create an illusion of orderly life with a purpose. Finally, those with active cosmic consciousness bother themselves with things unthinkable for the former two groups: they quickly recognize each other, form a wall around everyone else to protect the herd from even greater evils and to balance the good and evil deeds, prolonging the suffering of the herd. The morale of this philosophy is that nobody is really forced to play this game, except by their own beliefs, and the moment one turns his face to the true source of life, by giving up his egocentrism, the veil of false meaning will start falling down. And those with cosmic consciousness will expel those dissenters because they no longer contribute to the economy of the herd.