I'm working on my first professional game dev project and we're launching the first episode tomorrow. We've seen more commits today than in the past week. We've had more lines of code modified this morning than the past two days combined.<p>And I love it.<p>I thrive on stress. I need it to survive.<p>The day before a launch, I get stupid excited. I'm at my sharpest. Code flies from my finger tips like lightning from Zeus' cock.<p>I FEEL SO ALIVE RIGHT NOW.<p>full disclosure: It might also have something to do with the new dosage of Adderall my doctor prescribed yesterday.